i need you now, and I'll hold on to you and i wont let you go.


Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Your happily puffing away and the next thing you know you're dead.

I'm going to stay semi-active before school reopens and the reason is simple; i have practically nothing better to do. I've been cursing and jumping like as if doomsday arrived when I'm playing computer games, the trill of it but to really abandon my life and not knowing when to stop has gone overboard. I'm to cut down on them from now onwards. I'm being ultra random so don't mind me.

ITE CCK Orientation for ITE Bukit Batok's students is at 2 and I'm to be there at 1.30, I'm hoping to go with farhan because i guarantee i'll lost the minute i step inside the humongous new campus of mine. I'm excited to meet old friends and to of course make new ones. Fingers crossed and hoping that my timetable will sync with love's perfectly and the reason is pretty much obvious.

It's currently 2.26 in the morning and my eyes don't seem to shut as they should be, i've been twitting craps and stuffs for four hours straight. Hoping to crash at 3, i don't really want to be late for the orientation and after that I'm meeting love. I did something really selfish yesterday and the guilt is killing me. Period. I promise never to repeat it again, ever.

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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Having arguments with her all of the sudden isn't really the first thing that comes to my mind but i find cute when we argue, but still it's best to avoid it. I'm loving every second of being with her and i don't really want it to to ever end. Getting to know her more was the best part of all. avoiding mistakes and arguments are more easier as time passes by. She says things that isn't all true but as for me, i think she's the sweetest person i've met and she will forever be. She takes me high, she wakes me up, she breaks me down and i feel as if I'm ten feet of the ground when I'm with her.

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Wednesday, June 23, 2010

I'm left with 2 weeks of holidays and I'm yet ready for school. We'll be posted in our new campus at Choa Chu Kang. It's huge and that means more trouble for the teachers, HAHA!

I was down with fever yesterday and i felt much better today apart from the inflammation in my throat which is still driving me crazy. I lost my appetite for today, i ate only tidbits and drank lots of warm water. I'm hoping for the pain to disappear by tomorrow, i want to eat something that has meat on it.

My phone has been confiscated by mummy because i've been coming home late recently. It's the school holidays for crying out loud! They promised me that i can enjoy all i want when exams are over but look at what's happening now. I bet i'll get more freedom once school reopens but still i hate attending classes.

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Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Due to certain reasons, i abandoned this blog of mine and i apologize. This will be short post as I'm meeting love at her house later and i don't want to be late.

I love last week, the double date was awesome with many pictures taken and stuffs and not to mention the father's day celebration. We celebrated the occasion at East Coast Park with cousins and family, we then head home to celebrate dad's birthday which is the same day as father's day. Talk about coincidence.

I think i'll stop here for now, i probably update soon. I better step out of this house this instance, SEE YA!

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Monday, June 14, 2010


Received more than i expected but I'm not too happy about it.
words can't describe what I'm feeling right now, Pffffft!

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Saturday, June 12, 2010

I need something to do outside rather than to rot at home till who knows when. I need something to do that i benefits me, easier said ; i need a job.

I'll be washing the dishes at some wedding ceremony. I'll be accompanied by my crew of dishwashers. I'll get the greens by the end of the days. will be there tomorrow as it's her aunt's wedding. My jaw will drop way down to the floor when i see her tomorrow, I'm sure of it. Arzian says she'll supply the cigarettes, it's to keep us company while washing the dishes.

I'm not to sure of what to do today. I'll be meeting at lot 1 later on and i have practically nowhere to go after that. Feel free to call or text me up and i'll gladly tag along with you.

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Tuesday, June 8, 2010

I never regret the day i've met you. When we first started out as friends i told myself that you're special. Till today i never will regret the choices i've made. Being with you have never felt like anything i've felt before. I'll be the one by your side, i'll be the one to hold your hands when you need me. I'll promise you that it will be the least you'll regret ever doing. I'll hold on to my words for as long as i possibly could. Just believe, love.

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Friday, June 4, 2010







Here are the pictures from yesterday's BBQ at ECP. We had so much fun when we were all having a hangover by the beach. I'm not going to elaborate what we really did there because I'm just too lazy to do so. We packed everything up and went home at 9 in the morning. Everyone's faces were like zombies begging to be shot down.

Reached home at 12 in the afternoon and didn't feel the need to sleep. I decided to go and have my hair trimmed just to kill some time. After the trim i met at lot 1 and accompanied her home to change and finish cleaning up the house. We then headed to lamsoon and slacked with the usual bunch. Reached home and dad was no where in sight, lucky me. I felt guilty of what happened a few hours ago. Forgive me, .

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Thursday, June 3, 2010

It's now 2:21 AM and i can't sleep, I'm so psyched for my class's BBQ at East Coast Park. I'm just counting the hours passing by which makes me less sleepy. I'm still not sure if i should stay there for the night. The thought of missing her is unbearable!

Yesterday i did the usual stuff, met shazee at lot 1 and head to her grandparent's house and slacked at lamsoon afterwards. Went home at around 7, reached home and started calling everyone who is going for the BBQ later on. This dumb friend of mine who practically planned this BBQ threw every bit of responsibility at me, i have to do everything; Do the shopping, inform everyone, Pick every up etc. Good thing he supplied the greens. I better resume on playing my psp, i need to make myself sleepy asap.

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