i need you now, and I'll hold on to you and i wont let you go.


Saturday, October 31, 2009

alright, i won't elaborate too much about today
so this is probably going to be a short one

today was fun and exciting as usual
the holiday for me is growing exciting as everyday pass
i've asked teddy and taufiq to accompany me
to the interview that farhan had recommended me to apply
got the job with a salary of $850 a month
as a sales assistant at metro, paragon
we then slack around town and we decided
to set up a new band of our own
i'll be playing the guitar, teddy as the bassist
and taufiq as the lead guitar but we are missing
a vocalist and drummer, vocalist are easy
to find these day but we're looking
for a girl who knows how to play the drums
now that's something you don't see everyday
we three will find one soon, hopefully
i'm done for now, chiow










ps: a new beginning please?


Tuesday, October 27, 2009

It all goes back to the first kiss

It was the one I thought I'd never miss

Maybe we were one of the lucky ones

Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough



This was supposed to be the easy part

But breaking down is what I found hard

Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in

Inside, I feel like screaming



She gave me every reason to believe

I'd found the one

But my doubts, somehow

They sold me out



I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away



I'm finding out in the hardest way

The consequence of every mistake I've ever made

Baby, what's it like to be alone?

(Baby, what's it like to be alone?)

I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know



She gave me every reason to believe

I'd found the one

But my doubts, somehow

They sold me out



I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away



So, baby, be honest

Is this what you wanted?

We lost where we started

And found out much more than we wanna know

(More than we wanna know)

About how we're letting go, oh

(About how we're letting go)



So, baby, be honest

Is this what you wanted?

We lost where we started

And found out much more than we wanna know



I'm bruised and scarred

Save me from this broken heart

All my love will slowly fade and fall apart

Someone please sing this lovesick melody

Call my name if you're afraid

I'm just a kiss away


Bruised And Scarred -

Mayday Parade


Saturday, October 24, 2009

I'm home alone, half-dead
family went shopping at yishun
planning to watch a movie or something
not alone, might ask fathir to tag along
it's not confirmed yet so i'll probably
scream for 10 minutes straight if it's canceled
and now, i've not yet received word from the
jobs i've applied for, frustrating to
have to look for jobs over and over again
someone please offer me a decent job or something
it's not about the money, i'm just bored at home
and i need to stay active and not be a couch potato
so please people, be kind and give this kid a job
and there's prom night, i don't have anything to wear yet
going to ask dad for $200 to search for something
to wear for prom night, i will be going for topman
i hope $200 is enough or i'll ask for more
going to wait for gf's holiday to come by
she's going to help choose something for prom
i'll be wearing white; her favourite colour
she's been very busy and we barely see each other
i hope she's doing better than me
meet up soon okay, imissyou!
alright people, i'll end here got to clean my room
it seems that a tornado made a visit to my room
and left a 'little' mess all over the place


Thursday, October 22, 2009

Hello all ,
my blog was on vacation since last month
so yeah, that's my only reason
apart from being lazy or whatsoever which i'm not

i'll start with something simple;
it's been three weeks since our n levels
and for once, i miss school
just like fathir, i miss the good and bad
times we had with 3/4hans
i miss the time when we would laugh
after being scolded or after playing
a prank on someone at school
aaah, those were the sick
little games we've played
i'll miss thoses time we'll have together
i just hope we will keep in touch with
each other and hang out together
i want the name '4hans' to stay
in the little brains of theirs forever
i wish you all the best you guys
in both your n levels and life
i want each and everyone of
you guys to suceed in life
and when someday when we
would all gather for a reunion
i sure hope i will not see my friends
as ex-convicts, retards or so
i want nothing to change in all of you
apart from being dumb and retarted
i think i might shed a tear
if i continue on this post





i won't bid farewell to 4hans as i believe 4hans will
stay strong and alive till the very end.