Remembering Sunday.

i need you now, and I'll hold on to you and i wont let you go.

Friday, April 9, 2010

I'm back to post for you readers.

Nothing much happened this past few days.

I've been MIA almost everywhere.

Friends, except my humble apologies.

Going bowling with friends at bukit batok tomorrow.

I really want to go Brandon's chalet tomorrow but sadly i can't.

Right now if i have to deliberate, my life suck right now.

I've been trying to figure out ways to solve

a certain problem that I've been having,

Asked fathir for help as well but his advice

might make things worse if i followed it.

Especially for you:

I really hate the drama that's been going

and it landed me in the hospital for two days.

Why can't you just move on like everyone else.

Why does the 7th day of every month makes you

feels as if doomsday will occur any minute.

I've been through too much drama in my life

and after thinking it over while i so was so

called "recovering" at the hospital bed, I

realized that you're not going to move that soon.

You kept saying you hate him, you want to forget him

and so on but yet you still miss him dearly.

I'm feeling a little paranoid while observing you.

I tried giving you advice but it falls to deaf ear.

The reason why I'm avoiding you is not because

I'm gotten bored of you but because

I've had it with this so called "drama"

I been through this before and it ended

the way i never expected it to be.

Please don't bother posting or even

sending long text messages to plea.

It keeps on piling on and on.

Like i said, i hate sending

text messages or even typing them.

I prefer talking face to face or

even talking on the phone.

I don't really mean to disappear all the sudden.

It's just that i don't want the past to repeat itself.