It all goes back to the first kiss
It was the one I thought I'd never miss
Maybe we were one of the lucky ones
Maybe I'm just not quite strong enough
This was supposed to be the easy part
But breaking down is what I found hard
Now I'm wearing this smile that I don't believe in
Inside, I feel like screaming
She gave me every reason to believe
I'd found the one
But my doubts, somehow
They sold me out
I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away
I'm finding out in the hardest way
The consequence of every mistake I've ever made
Baby, what's it like to be alone?
(Baby, what's it like to be alone?)
I don't wanna know, I don't wanna know
She gave me every reason to believe
I'd found the one
But my doubts, somehow
They sold me out
I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away
So, baby, be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost where we started
And found out much more than we wanna know
(More than we wanna know)
About how we're letting go, oh
(About how we're letting go)
So, baby, be honest
Is this what you wanted?
We lost where we started
And found out much more than we wanna know
I'm bruised and scarred
Save me from this broken heart
All my love will slowly fade and fall apart
Someone please sing this lovesick melody
Call my name if you're afraid
I'm just a kiss away
Bruised And Scarred -
Mayday Parade
Saturday, October 24, 2009
I'm home alone, half-dead
family went shopping at yishun
planning to watch a movie or something
not alone, might ask fathir to tag along
it's not confirmed yet so i'll probably
scream for 10 minutes straight if it's canceled
and now, i've not yet received word from the
jobs i've applied for, frustrating to
have to look for jobs over and over again
someone please offer me a decent job or something
it's not about the money, i'm just bored at home
and i need to stay active and not be a couch potato
so please people, be kind and give this kid a job
and there's prom night, i don't have anything to wear yet
going to ask dad for $200 to search for something
to wear for prom night, i will be going for topman
i hope $200 is enough or i'll ask for more
going to wait for gf's holiday to come by
she's going to help choose something for prom
i'll be wearing white; her favourite colour
she's been very busy and we barely see each other
i hope she's doing better than me
meet up soon okay, imissyou!
alright people, i'll end here got to clean my room
it seems that a tornado made a visit to my room
and left a 'little' mess all over the place
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Hello all ,
my blog was on vacation since last month
so yeah, that's my only reason
apart from being lazy or whatsoever which i'm not
i'll start with something simple;
it's been three weeks since our n levels
and for once, i miss school
just like fathir, i miss the good and bad
times we had with 3/4hans
i miss the time when we would laugh
after being scolded or after playing
a prank on someone at school
aaah, those were the sick
little games we've played
i'll miss thoses time we'll have together
i just hope we will keep in touch with
each other and hang out together
i want the name '4hans' to stay
in the little brains of theirs forever
i wish you all the best you guys
in both your n levels and life
i want each and everyone of
you guys to suceed in life
and when someday when we
would all gather for a reunion
i sure hope i will not see my friends
as ex-convicts, retards or so
i want nothing to change in all of you
apart from being dumb and retarted
i think i might shed a tear
if i continue on this post
i won't bid farewell to 4hans as i believe 4hans will
